Wednesday, November 14, 2007

My Lonesome

Hey everybody! I haven't posted anything in a while and I thought I would post an update on how everything is going. Hubby has been gone now for 45 days...and it bites!! I have just now gotten to where I don't expect him to walk through the door at any minute! I'm getting used to seeing our bed empty, laying on my side, wishing he were there to hold me. I miss touching his face, holding his hand, seeing him walk around the house...I plain ol' miss him!! I'm still trying to keep busy, but these past few days I've been off of work and all I want to do is sit at home. I feel closer to him when I'm at home. I see our stuff and can picture him with me. I have pictures everywhere, in almost every room, so I can see him where ever I go. We're on the downhill slide now (I hope) for him to come home. He's got a tenative date, and I hope it sticks!! Oh, for the day he comes home!!! I can't wait! I think so far I've done fairly well in the coping department. I've only had three or four breakdowns and as long as I don't watch sad movies, I'm okay. I think it helps that we get to talk everyday, sometimes more than once a day. I like to hear his calms me...Well, that's the update in a nutshell...I hope this finds everyone happy and healthy!! Love to all!


Ashlie said...

Oh, Sissy! This post made my heart hurt! But you've done so well considering your husband has been gone and I am so proud of you! I know Blair is too. Not much longer now and you'll be together again! Just keep thinking about the moment you'll lay eyes on his face again. You'll be okay and this too shall pass. I love you.

Sharron said...

Hang in there. Each day that passes brings you one day closer to his return.

destiny said...

I'm sorry Laura!
Ditto, Sharon!